i feel like banging the wall rite now!!!! jus only a simple task from kor kor. and i m cracking my brain so much. i believe tis even a pri sch student can do even better and faster then mi lor. :( i tink i can go die le. how come i m so stupid de. i dun even know if i write de is rubbish anot lor. wth!!! i found myself so unless every single day. i have been trying to make myself improve but i jus cannot make it. i have been always asking myself m i really going to remain as like tat? you know wat??? i can't even find my strenght in myself lei. such a failure i m. "do i really have to always been look down by others???" i often ask myself . and i always tell myself i have to work hard and not let ppl look down at mi anymore. BUT wat i have done?nothing for myself. often tinking that i m a simply a rubbish in tis world. i also cannot always rely on ppl ard mi rite? i really have wake up my mind le. i wont let myself in this state anymore. i swear!!!