early in the morning i came to office and i got a new saying DYT is going to bring group to bali. i was so happy and worried. i worried that my parents dun allow mi to go. i even dreaming that if i really able to go, i can see him everyday all that. haha. all the sence has been in my mind in the morning till lunch time. when lunch time i got my answer from my mum saying that i m not allowed to go. at the point i was begging her to let mi go. till a person agrees wat my mum say... WTH!!! i was so angry at that point. she even comment on DYT lor. WTF!!! i wont let ppl comment on my idol de lor. wat u know abt him? you know he is a person who really will come and chat wif us whenever he is free? and so wat if he dunnoes mi or us? but we know he can feel that we are supporting him. if u dunnoe anything abt DYT then stop commenting on him!!!! i wont let you, all tis ppl outside who dunnoe him say him bad!!!! so wat if his acting is not good?? ppl born out already know everyting meh?? u born u already know how to act le meh?? u born u already know how to work le meh???u born u already know how to talk how to read le meh?? everybody need time to learn what they dunnoe de ma. not like us dun even dare to do all tis all... you also told mi that i m young cannot go alone overseas. yes i agree that, but i want to be more independant since i already 20 tis yr le. i couldn't always relie on my parent always rite. i shld grow up now le rite? i wish 1 day i really go oversea myself without my parents anymore!!! I WANT TO GROW UP and not being A KID ANYMORE!!!!