i m really tired of my life. everyday have to put a fake smile on my face. and lots of things there for mi to settle. i really dunnoe know how to settle~ really feel damn stresst rite now.. how i wish there a place that can let mi cry without ppl knowing and i can fa xie all my stress at the same time. i really dunnoe how long i still can handle myself b4 i explode into pieces!!! haix. hope not so soon ba~ after i settle everything then i tink i will really explode... really sick and tired of this life i ever have. haixxxxxx........... :(